ChRisTmAs Is CoMinG!! ^^

i did this. REALLY. wahaha.

just post...

Second semester is coming
soon i will be super busy again
yea AGAIN
haih...life is just busy n busy n busy ....AGAIN
can we make it enjoy n enjoy n enjoy n never ending?

got my salary on my last day of working
(thank god i am free from those monsters again haha)
it might be a lot for others who asked me bout it b4
but i jus duno where to spend it
so, no feeling actually
even jpa has bank in thousands for me oso no feeling
haha..dun scold me for not appreciating all these
i know tat i still need money to live
hahaha

teaching is actually an enjoyable job
when seeing them able to apply wat i had taught
n can remember it well
i hope they can remember who is lai lao shi after few years too
it's a high expectation..haha
on the other hand
some kids are too energetic
feel helpless when facing those monster ruin my mood
jus close one eye open one eye
let them express themselves la
some like to sing (we wish u a merry christmas x3.....n a happy new year....i taught them)
some like exercise (brain gym)
some like to guess (spelling bee)
some like to answer questions (lau shi i wan i wan)
some like to
me : "apa itu 'anak tunggal'?"
"lau shi i wan i wan!"
"ok u answer la"
"errr...."
"wat ans?"
"i duno..."
" == u duno y u raise ur hand........."
anggap pandai je
talk louder n more than me
how can my sore throat be recovered??
haih...

tat day i had a chat with those kids
asking whether they watched 2012
many of them raised their hands
me: "who bring u to cinema?"
"buy pirated dvd la"
"my daddy download for me"
walao...
kids nowadays very "IN" lo
"u rmb the black guy? if u were he, will u let them to come in?"
"YES!" so loud
"why le?"
"if not later we will be very SIEN"
an innocent ans from a boy
hmm....
"i choose to be sacrificed in any natural disasters"
i told them

ok enough of children matter
b4 i left the tuition center
my priciple told me tat there's always a place for me to work there
call her whenever i am free
she needs teacher in urgent
any1 interested? haha
(i wan vacation leh...)

result was just released last few days
satisfied with it cos initially i tot i'll get 2.9
anyhow, have to put more effort in next sem
no more FB every night haha
i guess it will be replaced by a lot of meetings n practises
sigh

meet many frens throughout tis holidays
but some not back yet
jus wana say i miss u all too
take care~*hugsss*

这一个月的假期

进了大学
假期和不假期都好像没差别了
假期也FB
不假期也FB
其他的日子就看你自己要做些什么

有人忙拍拖
有人忙旅行
有人忙搞活动
有人忙睡觉
有人忙打工
还有人忙做职业面子书高手

我是打工的那一个
就跟上半年一样
八点半到六点半
搞那堆小瓜
“烦死了”变成了我的口头禅
喉糖变成了我的随身物
藤条变成了我的武器！

唉 那班肮脏猫真的顶他们不顺
话说jensen是个很爱挖鼻孔的小孩
（你懂小孩子的啦）
那天休息时
挖了鼻孔过后
突然把他的战利品show给我们看
很恶心 两颗 那还算了
叫他丢掉
他跟我丢在地上
拜托！我们是赤脚的叻！
那也算了 当作看不到
过后我在前面教另一位学生时
我看到他在后面
用回同一支手指挖牙齿
OMG 那就算了 他家的事
讲了他几句
坐他旁边那位女生因为那鼻屎
所以用跳的离开他的座位
来前面找我
过后回去时因为撞倒别人
不懂怎样闹哭了（烦！）
我就讲她为什么跳来跳去
算了 继续改书
过了一阵子 那女生走来跟我讲
“老师，我弄走了”
“弄走什么？”
“我把jensen的bei si丢去垃圾桶了”
我晕了一下


真是不懂好气还是好笑

病了两天
伤风 喉咙痛 发烧
不懂是不是小孩子传染给我
（那我也传回去就好了 哈）

是否年少都轻狂？

那天弟去云顶了
妈已吩咐要尽快回家
别在朋友家过夜
毕竟去的是四男一女
过后还要住在女生家？
不好不好

妈之前已觉得女生不好搞
大概时间到便摇电话给弟
谁知他们在和女生的家人吃饭逛街
（因女生家长负责此行来回）
妈愈觉奇怪
平时不逛街的孩子竟跟女生逛街
她的老性子发作了
想很远
可能我孩子被那有钱女迷上了
怎么那么爱去她家？
晚上搞不好？？
且女生性格也有点？？
他还挂断妈的电话

15 16岁的青春期
行差搭错的阶段
我从来没想过我弟敢作出什么
也发了个短讯催一催
可想了想
我的家族里这种例子不少
加上女生家庭背景不好
也许我妈真的很担心
我爸
他说我们这种年龄并没有想到那么远
那么现实及糟糕的结果
这点我认同

我好像也有这么一些朋友
的确把年少给轻狂去了
结果轻狂后的下场由自己收拾
伤痕累累的
打心底为他们而感觉悲哀
也期望上天会保佑他们

我想
我好像也让妈这么担心过吧
庆幸自己的叛逆期没有浪费的去叛逆
也不至于到失去控制的程度

（其实我很乖的咯）

给新一代的：

在青春期间

把洁身自爱伴在左右

父母恩挂在胸前

做个十八岁像十八岁的女孩/男孩

挥洒青春而不是挥霍青春

p/s: 我越来越像老师了....哈哈....

ukm.stat.firstsem.com(pleted)

I thought i will never felt what i had during my STPM

the morning of my final paper for my 1st semester
i woke up in the breeze
the feeling is so familiar
jus like....
oh, is it my last paper for my STPM???
kind of happy but my brain is EMPTY
yea EMPTY
huh Calculus
questions seemed not tat hard
but i dun think i did well
jus managed to fill up the blank spaces provided

well, finally it had been done and the clock is showing half past ten
HUHU!! sing k moment!!
dressed up n went kajang music box AGAIN
sang for 4 hours
very high
CARINE HOW!! i love u!!!
we are the same species *high 5*
i want "superstar" and "superwoman"!!!
tat night, reached burhan at 11 eventually
exhausted but have to prepare myself for 2mr outing
hahahaha
SHOPPING - girls' nature
times square is the best place to 扫货(sapu stock?haha)
the prices are so attractive *clap hands*
a pair of shoes,slippers n a newyear dress are mine now
kakakaka

legs muscle sure producing a lot of lactic acid
pain ar...
oh ya
i bumped into 2 persons on the way to t.sq
kenneth n a little guy from tarc
nice to meet kenneth ^^
i hope the little guy wont bring much trouble in my life *thank u*

121109 -- i am packing up and going back home lo...hehe
cant wait longer anymore
but will start working soon
taking care of my lovely cute kids *sigh*
tiring but contented ^^

last word for tis sem:
macam tak learn anything pun
mayb i learned some skills to communicate with m*l*ys la...haha
must be serious in my studies next sem
God bless me
*pray hard*
Good luck to all my frens scattered at any parts of tanah malaysia
n those overseas
HOLIDAYay~~!! CELEBRATEay~~!!

ECONOMICS is jus NOTMYCUPOFTEA

HUH.....

jus finished my economics exam tis morning

i seldom doze off during my exam

but tis time i did

the STUPID econ has drove me to the minimum point of Long Run Average Cost curve

HAIH

almost fell asleep in the exam

because i dun understand the question at all

"Wat the hell is this???"

even u give me the whole stack of notes in front of me

i oso cannot find a single hint for the answer

SIGH

luckily i attend the revision class ytday

in the handout given

a few quest were came out in the exam

anyway

i dun have a damn to check the ans

go to the essay quest (5 choose 1)

4(a) Comment about the cost advantages of large firm such as large hypermarket

compared to the continue-existence of smaller retailer.

(b) What is the advantage in operating smaller retail firm.

i dun reli rmb the full questionsi just write watever flied through my mind

managerial economics of scale, larger market, location, size of market, less competition

MC, ATC, AVC, AFC

i langsung tak tau wat i have written

i think i can get higher mark if it was an english exam

OKay

SO WAT

FINISHED ady wad

jom makan

hahahaha

p/s: seems like i let u down...but anyway...i appreciate ur help very much...

童真只是一种态度

http://www.u148.net/article/1529.html

谢谢歆予。

有时会不自觉地做出一些小孩子的行为。

别人会说你幼稚。

为什么就不能用power puff girl 当wall paper 呢？

其实，我也只想让生活变得简单一点而已。

~我也想吃着棉花糖，单纯幸福地笑。~

~相信我，我们可以更快乐，因为童真只是一种态度。~

最近我

最近我，疯了。

当别人都在埋怨为何生活是这样那样时，都要告诉自己，我想要把这一切都撑过去。但有时再想想，自己也有承受不了的时候。开始不断的喃喃自语一大堆东西，“做么又给一大堆东西做？”“很烦啊很烦啊.....”“某某你可以效率快一点吗？”什么疯话都抛出来，搞得隔壁的人可能有点烦躁，不好意思，但我觉得这样可以让我情绪过得去一些些。不要把郁闷收得紧紧的，常开门窗或许会得到阳光呢。渐渐学会和自己说：相信你可以的。
我说，疯了。因为我从来没有发现，原来我真的可以。


但，习惯了自己对话之后。
好像失去一种感觉。
我想说，我好像忘记了感动是怎么一回事。

长篇大论

最近好像很多事
好像很多东西要讲

昨天很不爽
一早就有不好的预兆
结果就真的‘中遭’了咯
上吐下泻对我来说是正常不过的事
唉 结果撑不过了
看了电话很久很久
才说服自己播出电话找人求救
谢谢德兴
毛毛雨还驾摩多出来载我
这份人情我会还的

阿立加多

回到房就倒下去睡

睡到不省人事

四点才起身去上五点的课

C++

C++

C++

讲到C++

刚刚考过MIDSEM了

算过关吧

可是愚蠢的我做漏了一个小东西

唉 不用紧 可以run program 已经很满意了

下个礼拜还有QUIZ啊

很讨厌

这两天宿舍竟然没有水源

气死

然后其中一间厕所

有一条直径5cm长10cm的米田共

真是不明白20岁的大学生为何可以干出这种三岁小孩子做的事

干! 臭厕所！

写礼拜有两个presentations

一份很废的assignment要交

然后一个2nd audition要准备

在下礼拜就study week了

我的econ 啊！！！

可以死了的了

skip了好几次kuliah

因为没有一课听得懂

FINAL怎么办啊？？

忙的生活

让我觉得自己还是活着的

偶尔觉得烦燥

偶尔带点充实感

临睡的时候

想想身边的每一个人

想想一整天的心情起伏

哪些东西做不好的

希望你会体谅我

做得好的

希望你不吝啬给一句赞美的话

借我一双手的

我将这份感动放在心底

我深深感激

每个人都希望一切美好不是吗

HappyMid-AutumnFestival \^.^/

UKM各处都有举办大大小小的中秋晚会
那天很给面子的走了好远好远的路去到Kolej rahim kajai
怎知那里只摆了几档
没有东西可以填饱肚子的
不过我得了抽奖游戏
哈哈
之前就信心满满
因为我拿到的号码跟no.matrik一样
当我跟男生讲“我一定会得奖的”
他们还说“你看，现在的女生几有信心”
得到的是一个杯子
让我想到歆予姐姐
因为她很喜欢杯
那个杯子我打算拿来种棵小盆栽
放在桌上
因为觉得电脑辐射真的有点受不了
害得脸上的豆豆渐渐多了

那晚也去了佛光的人间音缘舞台表演
唱歌跳舞都还不错
有黎升铭哦！
还有FRIENDZ哦！
最后每人手上拿盏灯
跟着师傅念了祈福词
‘惭愧感恩大愿心’
人要懂得惭愧才会懂得感恩

BusyAgain.....==

YTDAY..........
after hibernating for one week
finally we hav to wake up to do our job
haiz
finished up agenda n printed it n send to all committee in 2 hours time
den completed the minute b4 the next meeting held
where the NEXT meeting will be held TONIGHT
n the minute have to be written in ENG
n the minute have to be sign by xxx,xxx,xxx.....
WAH...tired ar....my brain TIRED!!
so i slept 2.30am ytday

TODAY......
no class in the morning
woke up
after washing up n breakfast
switch on laptop
continue again
editing n checking my grammar in the minute
sent
den, prepared syllabus for mandarin class tonight
I have to teach CHINESE CHESS huh!?!
haiz...nvm...jus do it....
after tat
did my academic communication slides
actually jus copy n paste..wahaha...
but end up not using it today

2pm class: academic communication
the ukm bus was late again
ok nvm
then mdn. faridah was hypnosising us
swt
she said we must have our analysis of the questionnaire by next week
walao..questionnaire has not prepared yet leh
she wan the analysis by next week
plus, the interview of the pegawai in pusat kesihatan
swt swt
next week got C++ exam
have to prepare for hubungan etnik presentation
swt swt swt

now relaxing myself
later have to conduct the mandarin class
duno it will be success anot
den meeting at 11pm.......

MORE TO GO.......

back2TARC

i drived to tarc again
very nervous n sweating all my way back there
as i bumped a myvi's door last few weeks ago
phobia ady ><

Yet i reached safely
(of cos la, if not i can still blogging meh?)
not many ppl today
cos it's a sem break for those diploma students
desolate campus!
like wat we had last time
n it's raya somemore
NO FOOD LA!!
felt pity to those spus student

i chose to park outside
i wana recall the feeling walking around tis campus
u noe wat
i miss the pathway from SPUS to hostel SO MUCH
how familiar, warm n memorable it is...

being there for not more than 15 mins
then i left
and i went to the stationery shop that we love it so much
haha...cos the things sold are cheap!
n i tell u guys
the price of the goods still remain the same
i almost spent out of control haha

美好的回忆
从来就不会被遗忘
被遗忘的
也许它不想被记得

tat's all..cya!^^

~RAYAholiday~

It's a one-week holiday for me
in fact, it's 10 days
wahaha
those lecturers cancelled the friday classes n oso the coming monday classes
cos they knew most of the malays wont attend the classes
so, we chinese get benefits!!

indulging myself for this holiday though i know final exam is around the corner
sleeping most of the time
then watching tv, shopping, yamcha n on9
haha
like a useless ppl

so wat did i do for thepast few days?
i went yamcha with old chong hwa frens
everyone of us came back from diff places
UK, NUS, AIMST, UKM n UTAR
haha...
sharing our experience studying in diff environment
n of cos talked bout THEIR relationship problems
let me repeat again
THEIR relationship problems
not MINE
i love my single life now!
dun hav extra time for another half

Then. i went times square with behbeh to SHOP SHOP SHOP!!

bringing my own empty recycle bag
going back home with it fulled
hahahaha......


So, for the next few days
shud i study???
"yes of cos" saying in my mouth
but will action be taken???

我又回来咯

我又回来咯!
真的没有想过我会重新回到这个角落
是歆予一直不断怂恿我的
哈哈
这样也好
至少那感觉是很不错的

首先 很基本的
从中华到拉曼
完成STPM过后
现在来到UKM就读了
UKM在哪里？？？
University Kebangsaan Malaysia, Bangi, Selangor
住在Kolej Burhannudin Helmi 第四宿舍
读STATISTICS

很多人都以为这科就整天做统计
（有人就因为将跑来跟我借graph paper 但我偏偏没有）
其实 要读的还有很多
要读econs, computer programming C++
还有那些必修的hubungan etnik
很显的咯 跟以前的sejarah一样
更惨的是连图画都没有
整本书就是用WORD做出来的
显咯。。。。。。

上了大概三个月的课吧
只能说大学生活很悠哉游哉
有时会没有目的的
很多很多的活动
很少很少认真地上课
感觉很颓废
有！我们都学会了跟猴子和猫沟通！
哈！

总的来说
我的生活是很开心的
至少我在享受着它
嘻！

暂时到这里吧，期待下次的post.

And this is for sheng n other else maybe
jus a simple introducing part of me
studying in UKM now
staying in Kolej Burhannurdin Helmi
taking statistics course
many of them tot tat
statistics is jus a course full with calculating n MATH MATH MATH
in fact, no
i do study economics n computer programming C++
AND I HATE HUBUNGAN ETNIK!!
the text book doesnt has a single pic
content same with SEJARAH
swt la......

my uni life is decadent now
haha
full with activities
but rarely pay attention in kuliah
not our fault i think hehe
oh ya! i did learn how to communicate with monkeys n cats
n oso MALAYS haha....

in conclusion
i am enjoying with my life now
happy, satisfied n feeling good!